a time filled with us.

kat_kills @ 2004-01-07T22:01:00

2004-01-08T03:01:26Z

new lj

katisthereason

add me.

kat_kills @ 2004-01-07T13:32:00

2004-01-07T18:34:13Z

hehehe...
so i call mr. michael flick a few minutes ago, and no one answers...so i leave a message.

me: "blah blah blah maybe there another blank x 2 and blah but ummmm calll me"
flick: " helllloooo, sdkfjshfilrubgfkshlbfklsdjfbuyrgfklbywergfsdkfg"

yeah i'm gunna call sleepy head later.

hehehe

kat_kills @ 2004-01-06T16:34:00

2004-01-06T21:34:59Z

ashley is obviously obsessed with livejournal.
see her 49587345890746278036 posts

i'm bored
work is slow

i must:
pack
and make-up with ryann tonight.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kat_kills @ 2004-01-06T09:26:00

2004-01-06T14:29:12Z

work sucked big nasty hairy sweaty balls yesterday.
but, margi made it a lil' better.

went out to cole's for a few beers...saw flick haha.
ashley and cera...best time last night, thank you.

ashley is my new best friend

and cera will always be my wifey!
*which means no one can steal her and try to make babies with her!

kat_kills @ 2004-01-05T17:09:00

2004-01-05T22:09:50Z

my vagina fuckin hates me.
ouch ouch ouch.

kat_kills @ 2004-01-05T13:33:00

2004-01-05T18:36:13Z

ashley is CRAZY

kat_kills @ 2004-01-04T10:11:00

2004-01-04T15:13:39Z

strippers, beer, tons of kids...last night was fuckin out of control. sue and i got there around 11...i honestly have no clue what time the cops got there, at which time we walked our drunk asses to pano's to meet up w/ terry n' nicole.

cera steck i need more of you in my life. we need a day together soon...i miss my wifey.

saw a lot of great kids tonight.

i met my lj stalker last night as well...she is beautiful. :)

yeah, so now i get to go to work...and be hungoveresque. woo!

kat_kills @ 2004-01-04T02:50:00

2004-01-04T07:48:04Z

i met the most beautiful girl ever tonight.

too bad i was drunk and retarded. (not that it would make a difference)

details on the evening, tomorrow.

xo
kat

hahaha amazing

2004-01-03T01:51:03Z

Listen Up Dumbfucks:

Most people kill themselves because of a mental condition. This is true in my case too. The condition I suffer from is that I am not normal, I am not like every "sane" person in the world.

I am not normal in the sense that I am not like every other one of you brain-dead zombies. I can think. I can reason intelligently. I can observe and learn from life. I can make my own decisions and follow through on them. And I can do these without any aid from celebrities, T.V. or radio. Unfortunately, every one of you shit-brained lemmings in the world seem to lack these skills and I can't fucking take it any more.

Since everyone else in this world is a fucking retarded drone who revels in their ignorance and unintelligence, I must put an end to my misery. I truly wish I was normal. I wish I could be a fucking retarded drone whore like all of you. I wish I could have the same conversations day in and day out about sports, politics, or "how about that weather, huh?" But I cant. Sure you'll see this note and say katrina's the crazy one. You have to it's the only way you can go on thinking you're sane and your pathetic life is meaningful. Go ahead, call me the weirdo like everyone else surely will. Then return to your happiness of everyday mindless monotony.

My only wish is that the bullet I put into my brain doesn't kill me but only leaves me brain dead. For if ignorance is bliss and everyone of you fuck-for-brains is truly happy, then living a life without a brain stem in a coma must surely be utopia.

Leave my machine plugged in you fucking retards,

katrina

P.S. I cemented/superglued all my orifices shut, so you coroner pricks can't steal my fillings or sex up my corpse.

http://www.porkjerky.com/suicide.htm

kat_kills @ 2004-01-02T17:09:00

2004-01-02T22:10:35Z

last night was fucking incredible.
ryann came over @ 10, watched "waking life" and "gia"
she went home @ 5
good stuff.

i am so fucking sketched out.
i can't sleep.

kat_kills @ 2004-01-01T18:58:00

2004-01-01T23:58:22Z

drunk.

happy mother fucking new year!

2004-01-01T21:59:08Z

so i'm gunna try my hardest to make this post exciting, need to give more so ashley my new stalker friend doesn't freak out.

so yesterday...
i went to the apt. @ 1:30 to sign the lease. holy crap my landlord is sooooo old n' cute n' little, i wanna kidnap him! so i move in on the 16th, and all will be right with the world. expect major parties n' lots o' lovin. ummm...errr...whatever.

went to danielle's around 3...hung out with lindsey, morgan, danielle, margi and john stopped by with drugs..mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

went home and put on my party dress. (no, seriously i wore a fluffy party dress)ran some random errands with margi, picked up breeeeeeza then back to danielles around 9 i think. OH MY GOD all i wanted was the huge labatt blue champagne bottle and i couldn't find it ANYWHERE mother fuckers!

lots of beer, drugs, and good times. so happy i hung out with them...couldn't have had more fun. i sure did miss my lesbians :)

slept for like 2 hrs...took bre home, showered n' shit...then got laura n' aaron...went to skinart to change lauras jewelry for her, then changed ryanns jewelry. now i am drinkin some beers waiting for the fam to get here WOOHOO...no.

then movie time with the beautiful ryann.
hehe.

hope this isn't toooo random.
i feel fuckin' crazy.
yay

xoxox
kat

kat_kills @ 2003-12-28T20:54:00

2003-12-29T01:55:50Z

moving soooooooon.
i'm so excited, yup.

she didn't call, why do i get my damn hopes up?

kat_kills @ 2003-12-27T16:47:00

2003-12-27T21:49:15Z

last night was xlamex
i love it anyway!
laura, max, lori, suzie, judah, sal n' me
it was a good time...max is the coolest boy to ever share my oxygen ( well equal with judah), we should be friends!

yeah work sucks.
daveys tonight!

kat_kills @ 2003-12-26T14:04:00

2003-12-26T19:05:18Z

i've already made 70 bucks, and i've been here for 2 hours!
yayyyyy!

kat_kills @ 2003-12-26T00:21:00

2003-12-26T05:19:58Z

sometimes i wish there were "delete" keys for life.
computers have it too easy.

kat_kills @ 2003-12-25T20:57:00

2003-12-26T02:07:17Z

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? became a body piercer?

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no and yes.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? my cousin cynthia.

4. Did anyone close to you die? my gram :(

5. What countries did you visit? canada

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? to be satisfied with my life.

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? my birthday, st. patty's day, nov 25th, every day spent with my friends. the day amanda and i went to the movies and saw mystic river and ate chicken wings.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? sticking up for myself alll the time.

9. What was your biggest failure? too many

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? nope

11. What was the best thing you bought? my living dead doll lights

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? BREEEEEEEEEEE

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? a few peoples

14. Where did most of your money go? bills, gas, smokes, drugs, beer...

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? EVERYTHING!

16. What song will always remind you of 2003? alot

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
I. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? a little poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? partieddddd

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? crying

20. How will you be spending Christmas/Eve? uhh it's over

22. Did you fall in love in 2003? one person, but i guess that's done now. :( i miss her voice alot.

23. How many one-night stands? HAHAHA i actually had a few this year...woohoo!

24. What was your favorite TV program? rich girls! i hate them!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yep

26. What was the best book you read? the fuckup

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? of 2003? uhhhh

28. What did you want and get? alot

29. What did you want and not get? alot

30. What was your favorite film of this year? mystic river with amanda

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? partied ALOT! and 19

32.What was one thing that would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? better job, more $, more hanging
.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? i think i improved haha

34. What kept you sane? friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? patrick <3 haha

36. What political issue stirred you the most? war

37. Who did you miss? too many people

38. Who was the best new person you met? BREEEEEEEEEEE and re-meeting amanda

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: don't chase anyone

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: - do i have to stand on your little cloud, just to be near you. baby, can't you help this little girl, not to fear you?

kat_kills @ 2003-12-25T11:11:00

2003-12-25T16:11:28Z

merry christmas.

kat_kills @ 2003-12-24T12:23:00

2003-12-24T17:23:29Z

kat_kills @ 2003-12-24T02:41:00

2003-12-24T07:41:06Z

i am moving jan 15th.

kat_kills @ 2003-12-21T14:47:00

2003-12-21T19:47:48Z

throbingwhisper: i just woke up & i'm eating rice pilaf.
katisthereason: ooooooooo
throbingwhisper: i'm such a towel-head.

kat_kills @ 2003-12-21T13:53:00

2003-12-21T18:54:11Z

last night was a good time, joe's and then christian, melissa and terry's.

many good people!

kat_kills @ 2003-12-19T23:18:00

2003-12-20T04:17:33Z

i've got this whole new family, and i'm in love with each of them.

kat_kills @ 2003-12-19T10:25:00

2003-12-19T15:27:44Z

i came home with the sunrise
after a night of crying
she saved me
she made me feel better
at least she cares.

kat_kills @ 2003-12-18T23:42:00

2003-12-19T04:42:31Z

i'm going back to college!

hung out with lori!

today was good.